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On the weekend before the High Gay holdiay of Halloween, the Rents have decided to decend upon Rochester, MN once again.
No naked hot tub party on Friday night, No going out with David on Saterday, and no art fest on Sunday. *sigh*. The icing on the cake, is I work wed, thrus, and monday. No time for kevin. The dream of having an entire weekend to myself, is nothing more than a SHITTY ass fucking pipe dream.
At times I feel I have so much going on, that I am over loaded with projects, ideas, and anything else one can think of. Maybe it would be better if life was just a little bit more simple. Maybe this conglobulation is the making of my own doing.
Had a stimulating conversation with my Stoner antique dealers tonight. Talked about Fate, David, and the fine art of Gay sex. I may post the conversation, later.
Heard from Dave. He worked evening shift. He is definately thinking LONG term as far as a relationship goes, and althoug hthat gives me security, I'm such a live by the moment type of person.... I don't know.
And I don't know if I trust him right off hand. I still hvae my reseravations. Although the whole fate thing, settles my nervous stomach.
"and you give yourself away, and you give yourself away.....with or without you..."
No naked hot tub party on Friday night, No going out with David on Saterday, and no art fest on Sunday. *sigh*. The icing on the cake, is I work wed, thrus, and monday. No time for kevin. The dream of having an entire weekend to myself, is nothing more than a SHITTY ass fucking pipe dream.
At times I feel I have so much going on, that I am over loaded with projects, ideas, and anything else one can think of. Maybe it would be better if life was just a little bit more simple. Maybe this conglobulation is the making of my own doing.
Had a stimulating conversation with my Stoner antique dealers tonight. Talked about Fate, David, and the fine art of Gay sex. I may post the conversation, later.
Heard from Dave. He worked evening shift. He is definately thinking LONG term as far as a relationship goes, and althoug hthat gives me security, I'm such a live by the moment type of person.... I don't know.
And I don't know if I trust him right off hand. I still hvae my reseravations. Although the whole fate thing, settles my nervous stomach.
"and you give yourself away, and you give yourself away.....with or without you..."
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