I'm out of coffee.

Good enough reason to sound any type of terrorist threat. I need to start buying a back-up supply as in: in case of emergency, break class and add water, type of thing.

I don't buy beans, not lack of a grinder, please. The embaressment of the delivery truck dropping of 6 medium size burlap sacks at my door.

I just forgot to check my supply that's all.

Slowly cracking ahead at the to-do list. More of moving like a hurd of turtles, and basically all I have the motivation to do is lay in the coffin. I did pack for Vegas, just need to finish a few things, and I'm golden. That is one load off.

I had this 3 gal red wing crock full of change and foriegn objects, that I decided it was time to see how much change I had gathered, and use for cash in Vegas. Ideally I figured a few hundred..2 at most.

$550.46.
At the present date and time, I'm sitting at a computer, in Rochester, Mn, in a home that I and my bank own.

My mind constantly wonders into the past, into the philosophical mode-constantly. These days it rests on places I have been, lived a part of my life for a period of time; places that either changed me, or I changed them. Odd Places.

I'm still paying on two solo-backpacking trips, I took in 2002 and 2003. Once paid off, the interest alone, will have doubled the orginal expense. This debt hangs over my head-not of a black cloud of doom, one of fluffy white goodness. I don't regret a second of the choice to do these excursions.

I found myself in Florence on a rainy day, met up with some other travlers and we frantically looked for a hostel. After 2 hours of looking, I decided it best to hit the road, jumped on a train and landed in Pisa, Italy. I walked, with my backpack, alone into the dark of night, on a desserted road, to find a hostel. The road turned into the country side, the light and the stars as my guide. Here I am, alone with limited Italian vocabulary, lost on a country road, in a foriegn country. How long I walked, is unknown. I came into a town, where 2 people in a car pulled over. They were american transplants (if memory is serving) and they directed me to where the hostel was. The feeling of being on that road, alone, about 9 o'clock at night, in the darkness, lacks any description. That feeling is unique.

I think back to that period of time, and other experiences of the trip with a great big smile. I MADE it. I survived to live the tale. And it warms my heart to have somewhat the same experience with my parents in Luxembourg this past year. Being in a car, with some realitives that don't speak english, at midnight, where we don't know exactly where we are at, highly intoxicated-- and feeling very at peace with the world.

Watching my latest crack-attack of Amazing Race, stirs these feelings of adventure. Of being totally thrown into a reality where one lacks control of the situation. How I long to sell everything and become this traveling bag-a-bong. Oh the places we go....
Had a dentist apointment after I got off of work this morning to have a few "fillings" put in.

Maybe not such a good idea.

The nitrus made me hallucinate like a mother-fucker. Once I did get home, I was in SO much fucking PAIN, I screamed, ended up taking some pain killers, and passed out sometime in the afternoon.

My right side of my face is still numb, and I can barely tolerate some mashed up food. Mashed up food, if I put in on my left side of my mouth, and chew very VERY slowly. Hell of a way to loose some weight.

The kicker. Yeah, the mother fucking kicker: the bill, which I have to pay up front:

$1,049.00

With the insurance plan I have, it MAY cover SOME of it, but definately NOT all of it.
On that note, I'm going back to whence I came. Definately put the Poor into white american trash, today.

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