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thirteenrocksI'm in recovery.
I wrote this in my hand-written journal, during camping on Saturday night.
2007 was a year that I started to take the next step in self-actualization-with everything that occured, and their was plenty.
Admittance is the first step.
I admit, I took on a little bit more than I can chew over the course of the "summer". Mixed with this self-discovery journey I am on, my mind is racing with thoughts at the speed of light.
This is good for me. I'm airing out and dealing with my past, and settleing some "demons" to rest.
2008 is recovery from 2007. Recovery. Return. Explore.
Rio camping marked the 1/2 way point for me. The conclusion of this is of course the Radikal Faerie gathering that takes place in AUG. I can't not wait. The message board is starting to liven up with posts, and plans are being made.
I've started to pack.
Because I want to take some meditation items: old journals, artwork, my drums, and some bizzare kick ass costumes.
Because I'm going to relax, and meditate, and enjoy this, all of this, the invinsible summer.
It would be very nice to have meaningful conversations with Salamader (who is a priest in his mudane life), and redwing, Eureka, and of course Lark, and Tall-grass.
The goal is JUST to get to the gathering, and let it all loose. Revert to the cool earth.
BECAUSE, it will be ONE YEAR, that the mountain I composed in song, in my head, in words, came crashing (my perception).
And i've done this before.
It is making peace with my past.
It is surrounding yourself by comfort, my familiarity, by a group of unique individuals who contain wisdome and truth.
It feels like home.
I wrote this in my hand-written journal, during camping on Saturday night.
2007 was a year that I started to take the next step in self-actualization-with everything that occured, and their was plenty.
Admittance is the first step.
I admit, I took on a little bit more than I can chew over the course of the "summer". Mixed with this self-discovery journey I am on, my mind is racing with thoughts at the speed of light.
This is good for me. I'm airing out and dealing with my past, and settleing some "demons" to rest.
2008 is recovery from 2007. Recovery. Return. Explore.
Rio camping marked the 1/2 way point for me. The conclusion of this is of course the Radikal Faerie gathering that takes place in AUG. I can't not wait. The message board is starting to liven up with posts, and plans are being made.
I've started to pack.
Because I want to take some meditation items: old journals, artwork, my drums, and some bizzare kick ass costumes.
Because I'm going to relax, and meditate, and enjoy this, all of this, the invinsible summer.
It would be very nice to have meaningful conversations with Salamader (who is a priest in his mudane life), and redwing, Eureka, and of course Lark, and Tall-grass.
The goal is JUST to get to the gathering, and let it all loose. Revert to the cool earth.
BECAUSE, it will be ONE YEAR, that the mountain I composed in song, in my head, in words, came crashing (my perception).
And i've done this before.
It is making peace with my past.
It is surrounding yourself by comfort, my familiarity, by a group of unique individuals who contain wisdome and truth.
It feels like home.