gay and away
19 March 2006 21:25![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thirteenrocksran off to the castro, which is the birthplace of homosexuals for all the jerry fowell followers out there...
had a few drinks at the bar when it struck me, WHAM, like a ton of bricks, the nature of things....
What do I feel, How am I feeling? I'm feeling like that night in pisa, looking for my hostel, having traveled all day, rained on, exhausted, and to be on that road, in the middle of nowhere-seriously, I had walked about 2 miles out of town, and to yet be some where... to be very discombobulated....and yet to be in the earth in idenity....
its weird to think that while I sit at this computer, the world revolves around, there are people out in La crosse, drinking, there is a house party in rochester, that people are at work, that people are still getting sick...
and it hits me to think that this THIS is what I really needed, to have my reality, totally tossed up into an oblivion, without the use of "green" stuff, without anything except travel... to be somewhere... out there... where no one really can get ahold of me, where I have no control over the environment, no control of the future, to leave that... all behind... and that is very refreshing...
and I thought of Kara... of where I am now to compared to when. Where I have been in the past 3 years, and now it seems like just a blur... another chapter in the trivals of life... and reading through old journal entries (yes I brought my hand written travel journal with), it amazes me how we grow...and how we grow apart from ourselves...
there was some great eye candy at the bar, and yes some people I would of shagged with... the porno gay shops were refreshing...specially with the public display of affection, one doesn't see that in the midwest... complete strangers snogging on each other, for what it is worth. but none the less... its refreshing to have such openness within these colored walls...
it will be a rude awaking... to leave all "THIS" and head back to the midwest where it is cold, and frozen...
but cest la vie, cest la vie...
its all apart of the experience... and that is yet another chapter, in yet another book....
had a few drinks at the bar when it struck me, WHAM, like a ton of bricks, the nature of things....
What do I feel, How am I feeling? I'm feeling like that night in pisa, looking for my hostel, having traveled all day, rained on, exhausted, and to be on that road, in the middle of nowhere-seriously, I had walked about 2 miles out of town, and to yet be some where... to be very discombobulated....and yet to be in the earth in idenity....
its weird to think that while I sit at this computer, the world revolves around, there are people out in La crosse, drinking, there is a house party in rochester, that people are at work, that people are still getting sick...
and it hits me to think that this THIS is what I really needed, to have my reality, totally tossed up into an oblivion, without the use of "green" stuff, without anything except travel... to be somewhere... out there... where no one really can get ahold of me, where I have no control over the environment, no control of the future, to leave that... all behind... and that is very refreshing...
and I thought of Kara... of where I am now to compared to when. Where I have been in the past 3 years, and now it seems like just a blur... another chapter in the trivals of life... and reading through old journal entries (yes I brought my hand written travel journal with), it amazes me how we grow...and how we grow apart from ourselves...
there was some great eye candy at the bar, and yes some people I would of shagged with... the porno gay shops were refreshing...specially with the public display of affection, one doesn't see that in the midwest... complete strangers snogging on each other, for what it is worth. but none the less... its refreshing to have such openness within these colored walls...
it will be a rude awaking... to leave all "THIS" and head back to the midwest where it is cold, and frozen...
but cest la vie, cest la vie...
its all apart of the experience... and that is yet another chapter, in yet another book....
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Date: 19 Mar 2006 06:20 (UTC)call me whenever you get up or when you want! Rob thought you might like to go to the De Young museum tomorrow or hang out here or ?????
I had a ball with you today!
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Date: 19 Mar 2006 06:22 (UTC)I really enjoyed hanging out with you. Sorry I was so tired at the end....
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Date: 19 Mar 2006 06:25 (UTC)xoxo
also Forgot to tell you-rob has to do a last minute trip to Savannah on Tuesday-so if you wanna stay here Tues or Wed night, I'll let you have the bedroom!
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Date: 19 Mar 2006 06:31 (UTC)Sadly, it's not just the weather either is it?
Did you pack some of that eye candy to bring back to me? PLEASE!!!!!
HUGGLES, Jon
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Date: 19 Mar 2006 17:02 (UTC)Sadly no. The weather is basically a cover up.....
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Date: 19 Mar 2006 16:58 (UTC)"they say we dream in black and white but you came in color last night"