ARE WE BACK ON LINE?

Is LJ working again?

I missed you so.

I have been in a mood this weekend, and no one to write to.

Oh, please lj be back.

This had nothing to do with the merger did it?

Blackout 2005

I was, as most of us were, completely LOST when LJ blacked out over the weekend. There was no where to vent my feelings, to check on others, and well to just sit back and relax at.

On top of that, it makes me want to finish printing out the scattered remains of the journal-in paper form. For starters, a backup copy if yet another Tsunami comes and whipes these electronic words away, and least there is a paper copy. That. And. If something would happen, and I cease to be in the physical form anylonger, my recorded journy will be able to be read, by those who would like to read it.

I worked this weekend, and have sunday night off (thank you!). I've noticed that the little pissy things have been bothering me alot. Compounded that I have been charge again. I hate being in charge. I hate trying to triage all these problems the new nurses have, that arn't really problems at all, they are just stupid enough not to know the difference. I hate trying to solve Jeans problems and help her out, and let her whine because she has charting to do. I feel everything is my problem, when I am charge. It shouldn't be that way. If people, specially those without a license, would do there job, be a little more flexable, and not follow the guidlines to a sharp printer perfect T, maybe the world would be a better place. Guidelines were that- a guide. It isn't a prefect map to follow to the heavens. Society, really pisses me off to no extreme.

Did I mention how much I hate other people, and most people at that. It has gotten almost to the extreme of hitlers proposed idea, and although I am not looking for an utopia, I'd hope I'd encounter more people with culture, diversity, critical thinking, that wern't out for themselves. Maybe I'm being a bitch, or bitter, or anti-semetic (in a way). Maybe I need a long vacation.

I don't understand middle class americans, who live in this sheltered viewpoint of the world, of homemade cookies, beer bellys and factory type jobs, sitting around discussing the weather, the world, using words of "yah, and dat, and ya know...". Seriously is that proper english, and what exactly are we accomplishing here, when your view point is so narrow, one can't walk though it. You sit in your white trash house, your hair in your curlers, leading this sedimentry life, that the "good lord" is going to see you through it.

Fuck that shit.

These are the same S.o.B.'s who have a "support our troops" sticker on thier car. What is that doing? It is saying we need to support them? What if I was't for the war in the first place. The fact is, its not doing ANYTHING. If you are for the war, then go fight. If your against it, throw a protest. Putting a sticker on the ass of your car, is saying your going to do something, and then never do it.

Maybe is it because some people have tried to make me feel incompetient latley... and I just won't stand for that bullshit anymore.

Welcome back LJ

Afternoon Tea and coffee

Surprisingly enough after leperheart mentioned that the entire cd of Tori Amos's latest work, has been leaked, I took it upon my limited use of computer knowledge, and quickly found the whole album. Pretty easy to find.

Pirate music. We are the products our own making. There is no one to blame, than ourselves. Society has insisted on pushing technology to the extremes. Computers and the birth of the realitively new internet, has been both a blessing and a curse. Society has been able to share information, ideas and communicate more than ever before, across distances that wasn't possible 10 years ago. However with everything there is a price. With the new technology there has been a question of confidentiality (e-mails, and other information being sent, and viewed by unknown 3rd party), virus, and as we saw over the weekend, PANIC when the "system" crashes.

Society has used technology to make waves in preventing disease, sickness, and promoting health in the world. However, we have created disease, and a booming population that has or will eventuall suck out the marrow of our existance by using up more resources than available.

We got ourselves in our own mess, and we have to get ourselves out.

Enough on a political commentary for the afternoon.

As far as the music concerned, its thier own fault. Lack of security, or what-not, has made it public. Sorry guys, but you fucked up, and its no one fault than your-own.