Blackout 2005
16 January 2005 02:20![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thirteenrocksI was, as most of us were, completely LOST when LJ blacked out over the weekend. There was no where to vent my feelings, to check on others, and well to just sit back and relax at.
On top of that, it makes me want to finish printing out the scattered remains of the journal-in paper form. For starters, a backup copy if yet another Tsunami comes and whipes these electronic words away, and least there is a paper copy. That. And. If something would happen, and I cease to be in the physical form anylonger, my recorded journy will be able to be read, by those who would like to read it.
I worked this weekend, and have sunday night off (thank you!). I've noticed that the little pissy things have been bothering me alot. Compounded that I have been charge again. I hate being in charge. I hate trying to triage all these problems the new nurses have, that arn't really problems at all, they are just stupid enough not to know the difference. I hate trying to solve Jeans problems and help her out, and let her whine because she has charting to do. I feel everything is my problem, when I am charge. It shouldn't be that way. If people, specially those without a license, would do there job, be a little more flexable, and not follow the guidlines to a sharp printer perfect T, maybe the world would be a better place. Guidelines were that- a guide. It isn't a prefect map to follow to the heavens. Society, really pisses me off to no extreme.
Did I mention how much I hate other people, and most people at that. It has gotten almost to the extreme of hitlers proposed idea, and although I am not looking for an utopia, I'd hope I'd encounter more people with culture, diversity, critical thinking, that wern't out for themselves. Maybe I'm being a bitch, or bitter, or anti-semetic (in a way). Maybe I need a long vacation.
I don't understand middle class americans, who live in this sheltered viewpoint of the world, of homemade cookies, beer bellys and factory type jobs, sitting around discussing the weather, the world, using words of "yah, and dat, and ya know...". Seriously is that proper english, and what exactly are we accomplishing here, when your view point is so narrow, one can't walk though it. You sit in your white trash house, your hair in your curlers, leading this sedimentry life, that the "good lord" is going to see you through it.
Fuck that shit.
These are the same S.o.B.'s who have a "support our troops" sticker on thier car. What is that doing? It is saying we need to support them? What if I was't for the war in the first place. The fact is, its not doing ANYTHING. If you are for the war, then go fight. If your against it, throw a protest. Putting a sticker on the ass of your car, is saying your going to do something, and then never do it.
Maybe is it because some people have tried to make me feel incompetient latley... and I just won't stand for that bullshit anymore.
Welcome back LJ
On top of that, it makes me want to finish printing out the scattered remains of the journal-in paper form. For starters, a backup copy if yet another Tsunami comes and whipes these electronic words away, and least there is a paper copy. That. And. If something would happen, and I cease to be in the physical form anylonger, my recorded journy will be able to be read, by those who would like to read it.
I worked this weekend, and have sunday night off (thank you!). I've noticed that the little pissy things have been bothering me alot. Compounded that I have been charge again. I hate being in charge. I hate trying to triage all these problems the new nurses have, that arn't really problems at all, they are just stupid enough not to know the difference. I hate trying to solve Jeans problems and help her out, and let her whine because she has charting to do. I feel everything is my problem, when I am charge. It shouldn't be that way. If people, specially those without a license, would do there job, be a little more flexable, and not follow the guidlines to a sharp printer perfect T, maybe the world would be a better place. Guidelines were that- a guide. It isn't a prefect map to follow to the heavens. Society, really pisses me off to no extreme.
Did I mention how much I hate other people, and most people at that. It has gotten almost to the extreme of hitlers proposed idea, and although I am not looking for an utopia, I'd hope I'd encounter more people with culture, diversity, critical thinking, that wern't out for themselves. Maybe I'm being a bitch, or bitter, or anti-semetic (in a way). Maybe I need a long vacation.
I don't understand middle class americans, who live in this sheltered viewpoint of the world, of homemade cookies, beer bellys and factory type jobs, sitting around discussing the weather, the world, using words of "yah, and dat, and ya know...". Seriously is that proper english, and what exactly are we accomplishing here, when your view point is so narrow, one can't walk though it. You sit in your white trash house, your hair in your curlers, leading this sedimentry life, that the "good lord" is going to see you through it.
Fuck that shit.
These are the same S.o.B.'s who have a "support our troops" sticker on thier car. What is that doing? It is saying we need to support them? What if I was't for the war in the first place. The fact is, its not doing ANYTHING. If you are for the war, then go fight. If your against it, throw a protest. Putting a sticker on the ass of your car, is saying your going to do something, and then never do it.
Maybe is it because some people have tried to make me feel incompetient latley... and I just won't stand for that bullshit anymore.
Welcome back LJ