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auryn247 March 2004
auryn24Last night proved quiet interesting, the major highlight was hearing from aryun24. Too interesting for my taste.
I got on www.gay.com and started chatting with friends. A RN from Mayo, Chris, who I have slept with twice, and have his jeans (a benefit of gay relationships), was on-line and EXTREMLY persistant to come over. He wasn't the only one. I had numerouse messages to hook up....
Are men that completely stupid. All they want is sex sex sex, three somes, and will do anything to get into ones pants. I took it as very degrading and got very bored with it, but since some friends were one line, I continued to chat...and Chris still became consistant.
Chris is a good guy. We talked a heart to heart, and although he is a closet case, he would make someone a good bf. I just don't know what he is thinking... but interesting bloke.
Gene's boyfriend came on line, and I think he is fucking hot. I would so fuck him given the chance. I bit my lip and told him what I knew of gene and his pattern of being needy and going though jobs like candy... this guy in one year must of had 20-30 jobs. But in that case, I thought honesty was the best policy.
And aplogies must go out totreesandmagma for I felt I ignored her as I started to download applications and whatnot.
After awhile, I got off the computer, and started to download software for my digital camera. I'll save the drama about that, but I do have a digital camera that barely works, but works, and I am able to download pics to my computer. There is peace and joy in my life.
Chris called me at home about 1:00 a.m. to wish me a good night. Boy that boy was persistant, but still no cigar... and I have to ask myself is there more to life.
I mentioned the other day, that maybe it is a sign, that i need to do some SERIOUS changes in my life. Turn a page, and start fresh.aryun24 kind of hinted to it in her journal. Maybe I am reaching my rock bottom, and lord knows that I havn't been good with taking Zoloft lately.....
And yet today is a new day...
aryun24. Too interesting for my taste.I got on www.gay.com and started chatting with friends. A RN from Mayo, Chris, who I have slept with twice, and have his jeans (a benefit of gay relationships), was on-line and EXTREMLY persistant to come over. He wasn't the only one. I had numerouse messages to hook up....
Are men that completely stupid. All they want is sex sex sex, three somes, and will do anything to get into ones pants. I took it as very degrading and got very bored with it, but since some friends were one line, I continued to chat...and Chris still became consistant.
Chris is a good guy. We talked a heart to heart, and although he is a closet case, he would make someone a good bf. I just don't know what he is thinking... but interesting bloke.
Gene's boyfriend came on line, and I think he is fucking hot. I would so fuck him given the chance. I bit my lip and told him what I knew of gene and his pattern of being needy and going though jobs like candy... this guy in one year must of had 20-30 jobs. But in that case, I thought honesty was the best policy.
And aplogies must go out to
treesandmagma for I felt I ignored her as I started to download applications and whatnot.After awhile, I got off the computer, and started to download software for my digital camera. I'll save the drama about that, but I do have a digital camera that barely works, but works, and I am able to download pics to my computer. There is peace and joy in my life.
Chris called me at home about 1:00 a.m. to wish me a good night. Boy that boy was persistant, but still no cigar... and I have to ask myself is there more to life.
I mentioned the other day, that maybe it is a sign, that i need to do some SERIOUS changes in my life. Turn a page, and start fresh.
aryun24 kind of hinted to it in her journal. Maybe I am reaching my rock bottom, and lord knows that I havn't been good with taking Zoloft lately.....And yet today is a new day...