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You Are Jack!

You’re Jack! So you breeze through life having approximately 80% more fun that everyone else.

"Ladies and gentlemen, fresh from 45 minutes of butt-robics, I give you my ass."



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You're a beautiful, charming, and cultured person.
You may seem snooty at first, but that is just
your wonderful breeding. You're a bit of a
flirt,
but never a slut! Well, not on Mondays anyway...


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Direction and Motivation

Lacking in Direction and Motivation in my life. Part of it, is my lack of goals.. or existance of any-whatsoever. Complicated by the multitude of ideas that swing in and out of my head on a daily basis. There's things I want to do, and things I want to change about myself, but I lack the motivation or direction to carry them out.

I picked and scraped at this, a little, when I was abroad, but no one ever really got what I was saying. The entire gay stereotype is engrossed in male pec muscle gym bunnie men. It's in the movies (broken hearts club) and surrounded on gay.com photos. I don't have pecs, and I always feel inferior when I am with someone who has them. A goal of mine, is to get back to running and work on getting pecs. Get back to "toning" my body... cause face it, that's what is selling on the market today..

Debbie made an interesting comment yesterday. She wasn't too keen on me going back to school per se. Which surprises me to no end, because she was so gun ho about it in the begining. I really NEED to decide what i am going to do about that.. time is ticking away. and i need to decide soon, if I go or if I don't. Not sure what to do, my priorities have started to change...and i am thinking going back for another 4 year degree may not be the "wieght" I need right now... but could give me a routine, which would be benefitial.

Time will tell.. time will tell..

School

I have been contemplating going back to school for some time... I made the step, as far as applying, acceptance, and schedueling. I'm all set to start in Sept, yet I am having a mulititude of thoughts... basically in three areas: the distance of the school is an hour away from my permenant address and work, the $$, and the time it would take away... although its a real double edge sword. But maybe, maybe its soemting i want to do for myself, something i can look back on and said, I DID THAT. I did do that. It was a battle i choose to fight, and win at.. and at the end, I came out o.k. Maybe all I want is the experience, to try something that I had all the movitvation and will power to do so. Since most of my nursing career was fulled and proded by my father. With no regrets, but whats wrong, trying again...for the sheepskin, to say, I got this one, on my own.. without any support or strength... maybe I want that... or maybe its not feasable...

TO DO LIST

1) Stalk the postman regarding my ebay packages
2) Take out the trash
3) Finish off the laundry monster before he eats me
4) Prepare for the pageant, so I don't look booger on stage
5) Contact Ali about Tori
6) Make decisions about decisions, regarding decisions