School

[thirteenrocks]

I have been contemplating going back to school for some time... I made the step, as far as applying, acceptance, and schedueling. I'm all set to start in Sept, yet I am having a mulititude of thoughts... basically in three areas: the distance of the school is an hour away from my permenant address and work, the $$, and the time it would take away... although its a real double edge sword. But maybe, maybe its soemting i want to do for myself, something i can look back on and said, I DID THAT. I did do that. It was a battle i choose to fight, and win at.. and at the end, I came out o.k. Maybe all I want is the experience, to try something that I had all the movitvation and will power to do so. Since most of my nursing career was fulled and proded by my father. With no regrets, but whats wrong, trying again...for the sheepskin, to say, I got this one, on my own.. without any support or strength... maybe I want that... or maybe its not feasable...