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Day 2
Talked to Al today. Al is the accountant that did my taxes.
He saw straight through the family emergency fib I told, and wanted to know why I didn't want to sleep with him.
He mentioned that my taxes are done, I just need to send him a check for 68 bucks, and that if I had slept with them they would of been free. Hmmm.. 68 bucks for a blow job. I think I could do better.
I felt bad about fessing up to the lie, and not going along with the plans, and yet that was my decision, and I back myself up on that.
When did I become a sell out prositute just because I have a big dick.
When Did I loose the right to make my own decisions.
When DId I loose the sight to steer my own self down my own path.
I havn't.
I just have grown balls to do what I want to do, and not be a puppet or a pushover.
In other news:
A friend of the family dropped off a bunch of scrapbooks from the muscoda/platteville area. I looked through them and found some more information re: obits, bridal anouncements nad the like that will make killer research for my geneology seach. I finally have 2 titles for my book: 1) Reaching for our roots (the history of the Thiede Ancestry) or 2) Untangeld roots
Talked to Al today. Al is the accountant that did my taxes.
He saw straight through the family emergency fib I told, and wanted to know why I didn't want to sleep with him.
He mentioned that my taxes are done, I just need to send him a check for 68 bucks, and that if I had slept with them they would of been free. Hmmm.. 68 bucks for a blow job. I think I could do better.
I felt bad about fessing up to the lie, and not going along with the plans, and yet that was my decision, and I back myself up on that.
When did I become a sell out prositute just because I have a big dick.
When Did I loose the right to make my own decisions.
When DId I loose the sight to steer my own self down my own path.
I havn't.
I just have grown balls to do what I want to do, and not be a puppet or a pushover.
In other news:
A friend of the family dropped off a bunch of scrapbooks from the muscoda/platteville area. I looked through them and found some more information re: obits, bridal anouncements nad the like that will make killer research for my geneology seach. I finally have 2 titles for my book: 1) Reaching for our roots (the history of the Thiede Ancestry) or 2) Untangeld roots
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Date: 15 Mar 2004 06:21 (UTC)don't count on it ... i used to fell lucky when i got twenty bucks for a blow job.
but then, that was the early 80's ....
just kidding. i'd sleep with him, though. something about guys with boring jobs ... sometimes they repress alot and end up pretty good in the sack.
oh, hell, i don't know. come to think of it only about 10 percent of the guys i've slept with were really great and most its rare that a job impresses me as being interesting ...
stick with your intincts.
LOL
Date: 15 Mar 2004 06:23 (UTC)I am glad I stuck with my instincts. Anyone who has to use Virgra to get going.. well ? that in bed
Different Ship, Same Sea...
Date: 15 Mar 2004 19:32 (UTC)Well, I quit smokin' this weekend, and plan to be done with it, except the occassional social smoke. But, I won't do it at all for at least 2 months is my plan. Get the habit established... I've also made some other realizations... we'll have to talk once your home... love ya'...
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