The Miss S.E. Pageant
25 May 2003 21:11![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thirteenrocksThe pageant was held on Friday. It was started about 4 years ago by Celiste De Ville. Shortly after it's second year, Celiste died in a car accident, driving home from performing in the twin cities. The pageant has lived on in her memory. The past winners are: Jade Galiano, Sidonia Duvall, Sadie Saville, Gosh Alice, and recently crowned, Jada Cline. I placed third runner up......
Overall, I performed very well, My only "clock" on myself, was my lack of energy during the talent portion. By that time, I was tired, had a headache, and just exhausted from having worked the night before. Depite that, I was happy with my performance. Of course, Once I see the video tape, I may have differnt thoughts/opinions. And of course, who ever reads this, if anyone, I may post photos from the night, once I get them developed. We shall see.
The last few years, I have placed runner up. Last year, I should of ran. Gosh alice is a camp queen, and I am sorry, but my gown last year, totaly blew hers out of the water...my gown was a replica of Julia Roberts Vintage, Valintino Oscar gown. This year, my gown was a sequin origniall, 500.00 pageant gown. My talent, was Cher, with two FUCKING AWESOME BACK UP DANCERS, that totaly worked there asses off.
THe other contestants, Jada Kline, Anita Tiarra, Helen Z. Bedd, and Rayanna Edwards, all did very well. And it was kind of a toss up all night as to who was going to win. At first, I thought Helen was going to get it. She had the audiance STACKED. Then I thought Anita had it. Her talent was FIERCE...specially with her puppets. She did Cell Block tango from Chicago. Jada did another # from chicago, and tapped danced though it. It basically was anyones game.
It was nice of Jada, she saw me rehearsing my talent, and said it was fierced. SHe also liked my EveningGown. SIdonia, the promoter of the pageant, also thought i had won it. ANd by the time crowning was over, I was too tired to really care. Although, I did practice having a breakdown on stage, in the bathroom, thinking that I did had indeed won it. Needless to say, when they annoced me as third runner up, I abotu SHIT A FUCKING BRICK. The past 2 years, I have been "runner up..." and now third. It was quite the blow. Since, personally, I feel I was ALOT btter than all three. Jada's gown had been taken in the back, and her shoes didn't match her gown. Also, Antia's gown was HORRID... it wasn't even full length. Of course, this is all biased, but I am kind of pissed about the whole thing.
It's like this. YOU apply for a job, and keep applying for a job, and EVERY TIME you apply, you get turned down. Or it's like climbing a mountain, and EVERY TIME, you roll down right down the fucker. Soon, you get sick of applying, you get sick of climbing, you get sick of the struggle. I feel that I am the biggest looser right now. THat I suck. That I am ugly. That i am no good. My ego, has taken yet another blow.
Well... and then there's... I even hate to mention it, but I don't think the point spread was addedd correctly. I have to do some more investigation and readding tonight........ I think I had more than 10 points, than what was recorded, and if that is the case.. well... I don't know...
I just feel very low right now. VERY LOW.......
I SUCK.
Overall, I performed very well, My only "clock" on myself, was my lack of energy during the talent portion. By that time, I was tired, had a headache, and just exhausted from having worked the night before. Depite that, I was happy with my performance. Of course, Once I see the video tape, I may have differnt thoughts/opinions. And of course, who ever reads this, if anyone, I may post photos from the night, once I get them developed. We shall see.
The last few years, I have placed runner up. Last year, I should of ran. Gosh alice is a camp queen, and I am sorry, but my gown last year, totaly blew hers out of the water...my gown was a replica of Julia Roberts Vintage, Valintino Oscar gown. This year, my gown was a sequin origniall, 500.00 pageant gown. My talent, was Cher, with two FUCKING AWESOME BACK UP DANCERS, that totaly worked there asses off.
THe other contestants, Jada Kline, Anita Tiarra, Helen Z. Bedd, and Rayanna Edwards, all did very well. And it was kind of a toss up all night as to who was going to win. At first, I thought Helen was going to get it. She had the audiance STACKED. Then I thought Anita had it. Her talent was FIERCE...specially with her puppets. She did Cell Block tango from Chicago. Jada did another # from chicago, and tapped danced though it. It basically was anyones game.
It was nice of Jada, she saw me rehearsing my talent, and said it was fierced. SHe also liked my EveningGown. SIdonia, the promoter of the pageant, also thought i had won it. ANd by the time crowning was over, I was too tired to really care. Although, I did practice having a breakdown on stage, in the bathroom, thinking that I did had indeed won it. Needless to say, when they annoced me as third runner up, I abotu SHIT A FUCKING BRICK. The past 2 years, I have been "runner up..." and now third. It was quite the blow. Since, personally, I feel I was ALOT btter than all three. Jada's gown had been taken in the back, and her shoes didn't match her gown. Also, Antia's gown was HORRID... it wasn't even full length. Of course, this is all biased, but I am kind of pissed about the whole thing.
It's like this. YOU apply for a job, and keep applying for a job, and EVERY TIME you apply, you get turned down. Or it's like climbing a mountain, and EVERY TIME, you roll down right down the fucker. Soon, you get sick of applying, you get sick of climbing, you get sick of the struggle. I feel that I am the biggest looser right now. THat I suck. That I am ugly. That i am no good. My ego, has taken yet another blow.
Well... and then there's... I even hate to mention it, but I don't think the point spread was addedd correctly. I have to do some more investigation and readding tonight........ I think I had more than 10 points, than what was recorded, and if that is the case.. well... I don't know...
I just feel very low right now. VERY LOW.......
I SUCK.
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Date: 25 May 2003 19:48 (UTC)