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thirteenrocksDidn't acomplish a damn thing this weekend. Well my floors are scrubbed, the dishes done. SO hopefully, if I stay awake, I can accomplish some major things: bills, and find out what my week will be like.
Friday I slept. Saterday I met up with John in Parrie du chein, and then got home late, and slept. Woke up today at 1400. Work has been calling constantly for me to work. I just can't. Not untill I am back on my feet and ready to go. Although I told myself, that from today on out, I NEED to work. I need to pay off some bills and if I am even remotely thinking of going somewhere in march, especailly abroad, I will need as much cash as I can get.
Had some bizzare dreams last night. 3-4 of them. In no particular order:
1)Was at an airport. I was going to some island off the coast of florida to meet up with a friend. It's about 1700, and I find out that my plane got changed ,adn I don't leave till tomarrow. I ran around the airport. "Treesandmagma" was there, and I remember talking to her. There were glass doors, and maybe brown or blue carpret. It was sunny out. I knew i bitched, because I couldn't contact my friend to tell him that I was not going to be there. I think it is a him. It was atlantic airlines.
2) I was in La Crosse. Going into a bar near the libary, but it wasn't the libary. Big bar. Had red in it. Read and white. Maybe tile floors. Bar was to the right when you walked in. THere were stools. there were some people. It wasn't a gay bar, but w as. I remember someone talking my shoes. My blue shoes that I wore to Europe. They took them, and I was in black socks. I tried to find them, and looked in a closet that was filled with boxes. I found them and my blue umbrella or maybe purple, in a "lost and found" box. I had to find my shoes to get into players. There were club guys twillerling flags. There was someone that i knew there from viterbo, a guy, but I can't recall his name.
3)Ran into KAra. I was going down a street, with stone walls on each side. Let into a building. Green walls, old stairs. Like the ones in college buildings, went up left and up a flight, and into a foyer with some pottery, on white pedastals covered with glass. There were books. it was about mid afternoon. Sunny. She was gonig down a slope and i up. There was glass walls on our left. She stoped and got all excited. I told her to fuck off and i can't talk to her right now. I walked outside. It was the fine arts center in platteville, kind of. At least on the campus.
4). I was at the top of a castle. It was filled with water, adn we had to cross a wall to get to the other side. It was sort of a maze. I was with maybe kate blanchet. There was a rabbit, and a styrofoam box or boat with things in it. We were on a hunt for some treasure or something. We went down this tunnel. Then we went straight down. There was this one area, where there were letters, like a code or something. TO the north was a room with some others looking at books. they were on the hunt as well. Then there were bathroom stalls, green, they were lime green on the right. The rabbit went first, and I followed, straight down.I was falling. Something abotu my mother, and browns. Brown castle. Not sure.
When I dream, in the a.m. I write down anything that comes to mind, color, day, anything, and they write it up later. It is most important to get it down first. Write what comes to mind about the dream.
Met with john in parrie. Among the topics of conversation:
1. My Job Search
2. Mayo
3. Uw-la Crosse
4. Kara
1. He found a job. WOrking at a new restruant as a mangager. I hope it pulls through.
2. Mayo: he felt that I should just stay put. THe money is great, and it's comfortable.
3. He wanted to know if had been accepted. I will call on tues. He made a valid comment. If i am accepted, that affects other things in my life.
4. Kara: He flet that I need to move on. And stop having her affect my life. To turn the page. That is easy for him to say. He isnt' living with it. It is not that easy. However, i know it is time to let go, i jsut need to be ready when it happens.
Friday I slept. Saterday I met up with John in Parrie du chein, and then got home late, and slept. Woke up today at 1400. Work has been calling constantly for me to work. I just can't. Not untill I am back on my feet and ready to go. Although I told myself, that from today on out, I NEED to work. I need to pay off some bills and if I am even remotely thinking of going somewhere in march, especailly abroad, I will need as much cash as I can get.
Had some bizzare dreams last night. 3-4 of them. In no particular order:
1)Was at an airport. I was going to some island off the coast of florida to meet up with a friend. It's about 1700, and I find out that my plane got changed ,adn I don't leave till tomarrow. I ran around the airport. "Treesandmagma" was there, and I remember talking to her. There were glass doors, and maybe brown or blue carpret. It was sunny out. I knew i bitched, because I couldn't contact my friend to tell him that I was not going to be there. I think it is a him. It was atlantic airlines.
2) I was in La Crosse. Going into a bar near the libary, but it wasn't the libary. Big bar. Had red in it. Read and white. Maybe tile floors. Bar was to the right when you walked in. THere were stools. there were some people. It wasn't a gay bar, but w as. I remember someone talking my shoes. My blue shoes that I wore to Europe. They took them, and I was in black socks. I tried to find them, and looked in a closet that was filled with boxes. I found them and my blue umbrella or maybe purple, in a "lost and found" box. I had to find my shoes to get into players. There were club guys twillerling flags. There was someone that i knew there from viterbo, a guy, but I can't recall his name.
3)Ran into KAra. I was going down a street, with stone walls on each side. Let into a building. Green walls, old stairs. Like the ones in college buildings, went up left and up a flight, and into a foyer with some pottery, on white pedastals covered with glass. There were books. it was about mid afternoon. Sunny. She was gonig down a slope and i up. There was glass walls on our left. She stoped and got all excited. I told her to fuck off and i can't talk to her right now. I walked outside. It was the fine arts center in platteville, kind of. At least on the campus.
4). I was at the top of a castle. It was filled with water, adn we had to cross a wall to get to the other side. It was sort of a maze. I was with maybe kate blanchet. There was a rabbit, and a styrofoam box or boat with things in it. We were on a hunt for some treasure or something. We went down this tunnel. Then we went straight down. There was this one area, where there were letters, like a code or something. TO the north was a room with some others looking at books. they were on the hunt as well. Then there were bathroom stalls, green, they were lime green on the right. The rabbit went first, and I followed, straight down.I was falling. Something abotu my mother, and browns. Brown castle. Not sure.
When I dream, in the a.m. I write down anything that comes to mind, color, day, anything, and they write it up later. It is most important to get it down first. Write what comes to mind about the dream.
Met with john in parrie. Among the topics of conversation:
1. My Job Search
2. Mayo
3. Uw-la Crosse
4. Kara
1. He found a job. WOrking at a new restruant as a mangager. I hope it pulls through.
2. Mayo: he felt that I should just stay put. THe money is great, and it's comfortable.
3. He wanted to know if had been accepted. I will call on tues. He made a valid comment. If i am accepted, that affects other things in my life.
4. Kara: He flet that I need to move on. And stop having her affect my life. To turn the page. That is easy for him to say. He isnt' living with it. It is not that easy. However, i know it is time to let go, i jsut need to be ready when it happens.