Anxiety....

There has been three deaths of acquaintances and friends recently.

The lady who sat by me at the scrapbooking retreat died of Covid-19, Waltzy, a radical fairy died of complications from a bike ride, and the passing of "Some Queen", last July has resurfaced on the message boards.

As annoying and frustrated I was during dance rehersal(s) with Waltzy back in 2017, the result was beautiful and educational. Remember him smiling at me in the clearing back in the summer of 19, telling me he was glad that I was here.

The "Some-Queen" passing was a bit more difficulty in the sense that what I learned from her was her insight on my skin tone and identity. It's a bit complicated, as she didn't consider me "white' nor did Don O lux, either-- that lengthy discussion is best for another time.

Took off three days from work, mainly because I got pissed off, and have not accomplished much, except that I did book my flight to Hawaii in January.

That Adventure has intensified, as I was able to get confirmation of the person who I am visiting this morning.

Not sure why I have all this anxiety, and procrastination......