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Thank Goodness it is Friday.
I lost my shit about 3 times on Monday, at work. Very unprofessional. I'm honest about it, and I think everyone knew I was having a bad day. In retrospect, I find some correlation with my behavior in my youth, and comparing it to now. Is my outbursts related to stress and anxiety. I think there is some substance there worth noting. Regardless learning about one-self is price-less no matter what the cost.
Maybe its my age, or the notion that I've clock'd 20 years in my profession, that I just won't put up with any bullshit. And what was coming down the pipe was bullshit. The situation escalated quickly, and I'm surprised how fast it did. Maybe it was my threatening to abandon ship. Oops?!?!
I'm proud of myself. Anytime I stand up for myself, gives me a little bit more strength, and knowledge that whatever it is, I'll survive that.
I say that now after a couple of weeks of high anxiety.
I lost my shit about 3 times on Monday, at work. Very unprofessional. I'm honest about it, and I think everyone knew I was having a bad day. In retrospect, I find some correlation with my behavior in my youth, and comparing it to now. Is my outbursts related to stress and anxiety. I think there is some substance there worth noting. Regardless learning about one-self is price-less no matter what the cost.
Maybe its my age, or the notion that I've clock'd 20 years in my profession, that I just won't put up with any bullshit. And what was coming down the pipe was bullshit. The situation escalated quickly, and I'm surprised how fast it did. Maybe it was my threatening to abandon ship. Oops?!?!
I'm proud of myself. Anytime I stand up for myself, gives me a little bit more strength, and knowledge that whatever it is, I'll survive that.
I say that now after a couple of weeks of high anxiety.