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I felt utterly alone last night. That was untill I had a phone conversation with a friend, and we learned we had something both in common: We hate December.
I probably won't write much about my holiday weekend. Porkchop was cute, and I'll post photos, and yes I did recieve some nice gifts. It was more about spending time with my family, than anything which in some aspects I enjoyed, and some I didn't.
It never failed though. I got my Birthday Presents with my Christmas gifts, and my brother and I recieved the SAME things for our birthdays. The EXACT same thing: T-shirts and socks from mom and dad, and a sweater from my sister, and I can't remember what I got from my brother or from my aunt-to be completely honest. I also got a new stethescope which I knew I was getting from mom and dad, but the socks and t-shirt were a little disapointment.
And its a double standard that I carry. I covet my birthday like gold, frankensense and mir. Its the one day out of the year I can completely call my day. And yet the sacred of the moment has been damanged. Kara saw to it, a few years ago. The remnants I still hold deep in my heart.
And I'll continue to lie about my age. For in reality, its just a number. Its just a season. Its just a time.
And I learned something very important over the course of the year. No matter what situation I get into, what predictiment, what fight, what argument, what stressfull situation, that The SUN, That burning star in the distance, will continue to SHINE, If not tomarrow, the next day, and if not, the day after. But it WILL continue to rise. It will continue to burn, it will continue to shine.