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29 May 2008 03:06![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thirteenrocksI had this mindset, once upon a time, in never-never land, that I was this catcher-in-the rye, type of person. That everyone I made a connection with, I would try to keep in touch with. This task, I set out for myself, not only was impossible and impractical, but some people just don't want to be found. All those who wonder, are not lost.
Individuals, things, objects, come into our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. I apoligise for not keeping in contact with you Laurie (House supervisor on nights). I have a life, unfortunately for a period of time, it didn't mesh.
Rutabega's mother called me the other night. For the record, she was on her mobile, I the same, and it was one of our better conversations that we have had, in years. Partly because she didn't have Rutabega eying for her attention. From what was said, she has been quite out of the loop with what is going on with my life---which is not my problem. This is my life, I am not about to edit out anything that you don't like.
Yes I got a life......
The siblings, and offspring, are congregating at the parents house this weekend. I'm extremly glad that they gave me advance notice. *sarcasim*. I already have plans for this weekend. If they would of looked at the calander I gave them, they would of known this, and not be so gun-ho for me to show up.
I havn't seen my sister, and her family since SEPTEMBER 2007.
I'm quite ambivolent about driving four hours on Saturday (which is the plan), to see my siblings, which I have grown apart from, and have them pick on me-to divert the unhappiness in their lives.
My parents have a 2/3 bedroom house. Therefore someone gets the air-matress of fun.
Maybe they will let me pitch a tent in the backyard.
I'm a little green-my parents help my brother and sister out alot. They also live an hour away. I don't have that luxury. Anything I do, I have to do it with the aid of my friends, and my two hands.
Driving 4 hours, to satistfy some primorial need to "reconnect" isn't setteling well with me, and I'm tired of being the "good sport". FUCK THAT.
Individuals, things, objects, come into our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. I apoligise for not keeping in contact with you Laurie (House supervisor on nights). I have a life, unfortunately for a period of time, it didn't mesh.
Rutabega's mother called me the other night. For the record, she was on her mobile, I the same, and it was one of our better conversations that we have had, in years. Partly because she didn't have Rutabega eying for her attention. From what was said, she has been quite out of the loop with what is going on with my life---which is not my problem. This is my life, I am not about to edit out anything that you don't like.
Yes I got a life......
The siblings, and offspring, are congregating at the parents house this weekend. I'm extremly glad that they gave me advance notice. *sarcasim*. I already have plans for this weekend. If they would of looked at the calander I gave them, they would of known this, and not be so gun-ho for me to show up.
I havn't seen my sister, and her family since SEPTEMBER 2007.
I'm quite ambivolent about driving four hours on Saturday (which is the plan), to see my siblings, which I have grown apart from, and have them pick on me-to divert the unhappiness in their lives.
My parents have a 2/3 bedroom house. Therefore someone gets the air-matress of fun.
Maybe they will let me pitch a tent in the backyard.
I'm a little green-my parents help my brother and sister out alot. They also live an hour away. I don't have that luxury. Anything I do, I have to do it with the aid of my friends, and my two hands.
Driving 4 hours, to satistfy some primorial need to "reconnect" isn't setteling well with me, and I'm tired of being the "good sport". FUCK THAT.