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thirteenrocksDavid called a little while ago. For the upteeth time today. Its not a bother, more of a sign of caring. Being basically "gone" since last wed, and not feeling up to par, I really am not up to seeing him tonight. I wouldn't be much fun or "use". Still I feel guilty. Specially since he's called and I havn't seen him since thursday.
I look it at it like this: we already have plans for NYE, and possibly this weekend. I also have bent over backwards to make time for him and enjoy spending time with him. However I am not putting much faith into this, cause I've been down this road many times before (John anyone, Kara, anyone), if it doesn't work out, I am going to pick up my respect off the floor, brush it off and move on. All I want is a quite night at home, with me, myself, and I.
Anywho, Porkchop was a ring bearer for a wedding this weekend (his other aunt). That little guy walked down the asile and did a fantastic job. He later slept through the hour and half service (lucky guy). Photos behind the cut. DO NOT LOOK, if you don't like CUTE!!!
Porkchop prior to church
Porkchop and momula
Porkchop and his dad (my bro)
I look it at it like this: we already have plans for NYE, and possibly this weekend. I also have bent over backwards to make time for him and enjoy spending time with him. However I am not putting much faith into this, cause I've been down this road many times before (John anyone, Kara, anyone), if it doesn't work out, I am going to pick up my respect off the floor, brush it off and move on. All I want is a quite night at home, with me, myself, and I.
Anywho, Porkchop was a ring bearer for a wedding this weekend (his other aunt). That little guy walked down the asile and did a fantastic job. He later slept through the hour and half service (lucky guy). Photos behind the cut. DO NOT LOOK, if you don't like CUTE!!!
Porkchop prior to church
Porkchop and momula
Porkchop and his dad (my bro)