Prepare the way

Driving, long distances, is therapeutic. Watching the miles tick by, singing along to songs from the heart, while the mind wonders ahead.

Finally, the event I have waited for ALL fucking year, is arriving, by the hour. The end is in sight.

Tonight I said my farewells to my social circle, and relaxed. Tommarrow I'll hit yoga, and hopefully be on "plan". Wednesday will be here sooner that what I think.

Tonight I pack. The major hurdle is not the clothes, nor the supplies for 10 days of camping in an area with no electricity, no running water, and no internet. Once I am an hours drive away from Kawashaway, I'll merge into the vortex of no longer being trackable. I'll disapear...

..... I went into the woods to suck the marrow out of life....

This period marks an aniversary of sorts, of where i was emotionally, physically, and maturity wize, a year ago. A whole year. 365 days. The full circle.

The major hurdle is not the clothes. It is what to bring to keep myself occupied. What art supplies, what "things" will nuture me, help me heal....

I have some books, some art supplies, and misc "stuff". Will whittle the list down, and see what I come up with....

Yoga termoil

Went to Yoga today.

It was taught by a english german accent speaking female Hitler.

I can't win.

Al believes this started a month ago, however I tend to disagree. This is the FOURTH time in a ROW, that yoga has SUCKED major balls.

I don't know what the fuck is going on. I'm so better mentally than a year ago, and yet my power house, is just..well wacky.

I feel like Goldilocks and the three bears. FOR REAL.

Tomarrow morning, Sid is teaching. *fingers crossed*. There has been *substitues*, and maybe just well.. not good strong energy.

I'm going to go to the studio EARLY, and have some "me" time. Then I will do her class.

IF IT SUCKS,

Game over.

The end has started...

Monday Morning.

The countdown and tying of loose ends has started.

I am 99.9% packed. Although I still feel after editing down a third time, that I have overpacked. I'm erroring on the fact that I am sleeping in a tent by myself, and that this is my second year, with the idea of staying the full 11-12 days.

I know there are some people that I may not get a chance to see before I leave...imyaj, you are so one of them....

I'm using this gathering, as a real chance to heal, to reflect, and just spend some time alone... and sleep all day.. and not worry about ANYTHING.

Readers who have followed the saga, along.. know exactly what I am talking about....

Its been a full year, since i have been up to gathering....

and last year was so FUCKING amazing... I can't wait to see what is instore.