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Good Intentions.
Good intentions on having a quite relaxing weekend at home with a possible road trip to Madison, WI was aborted after working Friday Night fucked up my weekend.
I've been on this "Transamerica" kick, to the point of boarderline obsession. Unfortunately, no one in the greater Rochester Metro carries the movie. I could rent it, I want my OWN DAMN COPY. Seriously is that too much to ask?
I may have to order it on-line. Definately a case of wanting it now. Possibly could pick it up in the Cities.
Last weeks mayhem blurred any recognition of reality, and I find myself in this odd zone, of not sure what exactly occured. The days and nights just get blurred together in a massive rat race with no finish in site.
Compounded with a very impromptu slumber party at the Bungalow on Sat. night. The company was definately brain food, and should be respected as such. We were up late, not only conversing, but i threw on "Into the Wild", and was amazed at what an artful film that is.
I did make it to Yoga. That was a bonus. I enjoy Dawn quite a bit, and somehow in the midst of conversation, Allan was brought up. She somewhat made me feel belittled (if that is the right word), and although that holds water, I maintain confidence in my decisions and choices. She brought up a valid point that she is looking in diferent directions. And realisticly, I have to come to terms with "this too shall pass". Given the chance however, I find her to be a person I would enjoy conversing with for more than a few minutes here and a few minutes there. She definately sees me as a "freak", and could herself, possibly make the final crossing over that line.... let's just say the outfit I put together without any sleep, was quite "different".
My sister was uncomfortable that I would be "bringing" a friend with me, if a "madison" trip occured. I havn't seen her since September. If she wants to be part of my life, I'm not about to edit anything that she doesn't like. Her feelings bothered me from the standpoint of my lifestyle, valid were her feelings that she wanted to spend 1:1 time with me, and I'm dealing with that.
Todays attack is first to look at the "agenda" on the Calander. The gym opens up in an hour and a half followed by Yoga with Nicole. I also need to gather provisions. I've been spending some quality time in the basement-which I'm slowly turning into my "play" room. Someplace where I can go and work on projects, and leave the mess.
Good intentions on having a quite relaxing weekend at home with a possible road trip to Madison, WI was aborted after working Friday Night fucked up my weekend.
I've been on this "Transamerica" kick, to the point of boarderline obsession. Unfortunately, no one in the greater Rochester Metro carries the movie. I could rent it, I want my OWN DAMN COPY. Seriously is that too much to ask?
I may have to order it on-line. Definately a case of wanting it now. Possibly could pick it up in the Cities.
Last weeks mayhem blurred any recognition of reality, and I find myself in this odd zone, of not sure what exactly occured. The days and nights just get blurred together in a massive rat race with no finish in site.
Compounded with a very impromptu slumber party at the Bungalow on Sat. night. The company was definately brain food, and should be respected as such. We were up late, not only conversing, but i threw on "Into the Wild", and was amazed at what an artful film that is.
I did make it to Yoga. That was a bonus. I enjoy Dawn quite a bit, and somehow in the midst of conversation, Allan was brought up. She somewhat made me feel belittled (if that is the right word), and although that holds water, I maintain confidence in my decisions and choices. She brought up a valid point that she is looking in diferent directions. And realisticly, I have to come to terms with "this too shall pass". Given the chance however, I find her to be a person I would enjoy conversing with for more than a few minutes here and a few minutes there. She definately sees me as a "freak", and could herself, possibly make the final crossing over that line.... let's just say the outfit I put together without any sleep, was quite "different".
My sister was uncomfortable that I would be "bringing" a friend with me, if a "madison" trip occured. I havn't seen her since September. If she wants to be part of my life, I'm not about to edit anything that she doesn't like. Her feelings bothered me from the standpoint of my lifestyle, valid were her feelings that she wanted to spend 1:1 time with me, and I'm dealing with that.
Todays attack is first to look at the "agenda" on the Calander. The gym opens up in an hour and a half followed by Yoga with Nicole. I also need to gather provisions. I've been spending some quality time in the basement-which I'm slowly turning into my "play" room. Someplace where I can go and work on projects, and leave the mess.