Sunday Morning and the BOX

Woke up early again, with a slight hangover. Captian Morgan must of sailed some rough shores last night.

Threw on a pot of coffee, and settled on the couch for some reality TV. And went through the "BOX".

The box is about four shoe-boxes side to side, big, and filled with photos, newspaper clippings, and what-not from the past 30 years of my life. Most of the stuff, is destined for a scrapbook, evenutally. I usually go through the box every few months, sort through it, whatever. Today I threw about 1/2 of the box in the garbage. Letters I kept, photos I don't need to keep, and other assorted crap, such of all the shit I kept track of when I was a Resident Assistant in the college dorms. GONE. Landfill fodder. I refuse to let the past cripple me in the present-specially events of more political bullshit nature... I swear I'm a reincarnated hippie.

41:36

Allan asked what I did for the month.

Cleaned, was a live journal post whore, went about my daily chores, slept, jacked off, worked. Truth be known: I can always find something to occupy my time. I'm pretty self-relient.

Bar none, the best of times was the conversations I had with a multi-tude of people, about all subjects. The conversation gave me insight into a better deeper understanding of myself, that renders those interactions priceless. Which, I'm elated about seeing Allan this weekend, to have a face-to-face discussion about the subjects that were brought up, and his take of the "state of the union" address, and for all that entails. Which we both briefly tip-toed into the water about that, this evening.

Because I eat that shit up. The conversations, won't solve any world problems, and are not necessary a call to action. They are, however, a gateway into a persons thought process and soul, and about learning about that other person. They are a gateway beyond the veil. Which why I found David's comments to Allan so facinating, much they way I found Jill's comments regarding what I was thinking, and what I shared with her.

Because frankly, I believe this past month has been good for both of us.