Whine Woman And Song

Couldn't fall asleep untill 7:00 a.m., which put the Minneapolis road trip on hold. Not that I wanted to go, per se. It was my thought, I should be more active in the art group up there. However the hour and 1/2 drive is really a kick in the rubber parts. Times like these, I wish either Rochester was more of a earthy art culture, or that I lived near more high civilization.

Here it is, Sunday night, and I basically pissed the weekend away again! Would be wonderful to run out and grab a supply of glue(s), for the studio, yet I am so poor at the moment, and its snowing that both are out of the question.

I have a denstist appointment for more fillings tomarrow at 0700. What the FUCK is up with these early apointments for the last 2 weeks? Its a known fact, I don't do mornings, and I better not be in as much pain as I was before-cause we just won't have that.

I got the DUMB

Running around the house like a head without a chicken. Somebody pushed a "Productive" supository up my ass, and I am trying to shit it out. For real!

Mom called on the phone and said "we're back". To my response "I didn't know you left". Seriously those two are always up to no good-which actually warms my cold black little heart-its great to see my parents enjoy themselves after all these years and still manage to "get into trouble"!

Found a GLUE stick upstairs in the bedroom. I'm SO fucking excited about it, I could scream! ONE glue stick- and I am so going to use it tonight, in a shrine.

I mean seriously, I should just stop freaking out over the stupid things like: the need for glue, and the need for ciggarettes, and GO OUT AND GET THE DAMN THINGS-- but my willpower is so strong, I say don't, and its driving me crazy.

Yes-I have the dumb.