Army's and life little fuck over's.

sometings always go full circleand the only way I can see through this is that there is some reason behind it. That seeing the #13 all those times with Jamie, ment something else that what I thought... and that there was a purpose for me to go through with this brief but intense encounter......

....Jamie broke up with me. I think it is pretty obviouse and for such a short engagement, I am takign it pretty hard. He expected me to just uproot..and move to the cities to be with him, and I just couldn't put all my eggs in one basket all at once. And it suprises me that he would want to do that in the first place...

...so if I moved up to the cities, quit my job, quit school, and if it didn't work out, where would i be... I'll tell you shit out of luck.. up shit creak, without a paddle, and that is a possibility that I would have to deal with...

and life..life goes on...