Auctions and Tombstones

Got up this a.m. and drove to Muscoda. A pleasant warm summer day. Got into Muscoda and went to the Cemetary. I always have a hard time finding my Grandparents graves-found them, and stood there for awhile. It seemed they were farther from the road, than what I thought. Maybe it was just me. And then as I realised as I left and looked at the clock it was 8:13. somehow I feel that they knew I was there-visiting the both of them.

The Auction was a riot. I recognised most of my granfathers furniture, however with the household goods that was a whole differnt story. Didn't recognise one piece of it. I ended up setting with I believe to be another gay man, who, was attractive, but besides the point, I had fun and ended up leaving with a car load of stuff...

nothing ventured, nothing gained

Sleep

SLEEP. SLEEP. TO REST. TO SLEEP. NO MORE.

A second Helping

Trees and Magma said that I had "alot on my plate" and I responded that I always get a second helping. Today/Tonight/Right now.. does that ever hold true.

I got home from work, and fell fast alsleep. Woke up in time to meet with Karla. IT has been since Feb since we had chatted, and since alot had happened, well it was over due. We focused on the alps trip, and the surrealness of it. We briefely talked about Judd, my sisters wedding, my pageant, strength, and how after about 2 years, i feel better and am proud to say that I am over the Kara thing. It's always hard, because i usually meet up with her after working a night shift, and am so dang tired, that it like a foggy rememberence of the conversation. In which we learn--lifes lessons...

Got home and took a nap. John has been a royal prick (do I dare say that) as of late. I have barely heard from him for the past 2 weeks, and it has been short e-mails regardless. Plus, we both fucked up our "date" on monday night. So I inquired if something was up. He responded that I must feel there is, otherwize I wouldnt' say that. Almost reversing the shoe on the other foot. Which kind of pissed me off. I don't know, btu something is rank in the state of denmark.