upside down

I'm really kind of in a standstill right now. Not sure exactly what direction, if any, I should take. It is as if I have all these doors infront of me, and I am not sure which one is the better door. There's no real reason to leave Mayo, and yet, I feel that my life right now is very stagnant--sure there are other area's I want to explore and experience, however, it's still the same... stagnant.

Sue made the comment tonight that I shouldn't stay here. I should move on. Someone with my talent, and expertise, that I should move on.. go somewhere... get out of the midwest....

There are choices to make... and I'm not looking at any barracades, because I don't really see any... I could go back to school, change positions here, go to another area of the country, join the peace corp, I don't know.... too many choices...... and I realy don't need to choose anyone at this time....

I don't know. I'm not happy here, and maybe I need to turn my world upside down...