i am alive
25 February 2004 12:31![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
ash wed and i have survived mardi gra 2004 there is so much i need to write about and hash about.
ga was fun, and had alot of flavor. i am almost sure i will end up moving down south. witch would turn my world upside down. upside down. last night sitting on the porch, i had a kind of thought for lack of a better word. kara... it was as if after all this time, i have made peace with it, and i have fond memories, but life has gone on and will continue go on. this made me happy. and it gave me some resolution and conclusion to the death of the monster which was eating me alive for so long. i have been bad with taking mr. zoloft lately, but it really knocks me out for a few hours... as seen when liz et all and I went on errons before going to the ball. o well... aliveand kicking, aliveand breathing
its odd to think that i still have over a month to myself. iknow i will not want to go back to work...
i'll also have alot of email and stuff to get caught up with when i get back home in mn. besides unpacking and i have aboput 10000000000000000000 million beads to bring back with me weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
well off and onward. looking fwd to just bumming around tody. i hope we go to baton rouge andsit on the beach. i wouldlove to get some shells and photos from the beach... take a picture here, take a souviner...
ga was fun, and had alot of flavor. i am almost sure i will end up moving down south. witch would turn my world upside down. upside down. last night sitting on the porch, i had a kind of thought for lack of a better word. kara... it was as if after all this time, i have made peace with it, and i have fond memories, but life has gone on and will continue go on. this made me happy. and it gave me some resolution and conclusion to the death of the monster which was eating me alive for so long. i have been bad with taking mr. zoloft lately, but it really knocks me out for a few hours... as seen when liz et all and I went on errons before going to the ball. o well... aliveand kicking, aliveand breathing
its odd to think that i still have over a month to myself. iknow i will not want to go back to work...
i'll also have alot of email and stuff to get caught up with when i get back home in mn. besides unpacking and i have aboput 10000000000000000000 million beads to bring back with me weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
well off and onward. looking fwd to just bumming around tody. i hope we go to baton rouge andsit on the beach. i wouldlove to get some shells and photos from the beach... take a picture here, take a souviner...