2007-05-26

2007-05-26 12:40 am

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Surprise! I floated tonight. Big shocker there. I floated to [livejournal.com profile] imyaj's momula's unit, which is basically going over to your aunts house and know where the cookie jar is.

If anything, the experience has opened my mind mentally to other possibilities and how I view the world differntly now, than when I was younger. I view it as a turning of the page, one chapter ending, and one beginging. In the same likely hood I'm facinatated at what the next few months will bring/entail.

Except of course, I'm bored out of my skull. This isn't about being philosophical at 0235 a.m., this is about staying awake.

Tom called me, again today. Twice. At a moment of weakness, I thought about calling him back. I feel sorry for the fellow-as he doesn't have many "friends" in town, that I know of. Granted, dig your own grave and lay in it, he's one of two people I can think of that need a good Minnesota Mash-potatoe helping of self-esteam and self-worth. My past experiences speak for themselves, and I'm not about to open a charitable organization out of my own home. I'm not Mother Theeeasa. And if it was "real" important, he would of left a message such as "girl you better be fucking alive, so I can fucking kill you myself, after pulling that shady shit in East Dubuque with D.Sheston".

Inside joke. I got it. You didn't.